Forget me not

At your tender age,

they kiss you, feed you. At theirs ?

Plead - 'Forget-me-not.'

~

Haiku Heights #155 : - Forget me not

He never made it

                                                     

He sat alone,
scratching on the back of his head,
line after line,
recording the stillness
with the quivering quill that was his mind
drilling holes into his soul.

Verse after verse,
curse after curse.

The little bars upon him
looked on with contempt-
'Now to keep you in,
I give up my dream'
Smiling he turns his page,
his heart, rent with ink that is blood.

Verse after verse,
curse after curse.

Sun rises,
falls
then the stars,
the moon,
they fall too.
He looks up, down
left, right.
Clenching his hair,
punches the wall -
Ah! beautiful poetry.

Liars ! hypocrites !

Asleep, he mumbles
magical incantations,
tragic symphonies,
the notes transcend,
tearing at his skin to escape-
alarmed, he rises.
The end is nearing.

Like a soul, restless
to run and hide,
the pages of his book
stumble on rapidly,
blood filling his mind.,
Oh! Genius, he marvels
his mind, his book,
almost over.
Overjoyed.

Next morn,
they find a body.
No one will mourn.
From nothingness to nothing
he has now gone.
Yet, his mind relentless-
keeps locked his words, his thoughts -

Verse after verse,
Curse after curse !

Still a Gamble

All of a sudden I stumbled in to a realization that has left me absolutely stumped. Well, not all of a sudden actually. It's been building up awhile and it has not erupted yet. But I can see the future.
The path seems clear to me, but the consequences of each step along the path is going to be harsh on a beautiful heart.
It is like crashing into a wall and thanking God for having broken your nose because now you know how important your nose is !
It's like realizing that you put yourself in to a box on your own just so that no one else could lure you into another box ! Because you were not even visible to them.
The question is again the same - whether to believe in the future i see or to keep moving through the darkness hoping that light would ensue somewhere.

The game is new, the board is new, the dice that I roll is newly cast and yet the gamble remains the same - I stake my life and hope to win some happiness. 

Had I

"I was born on the 13th of May, which means that roughly sometime during the second week of august the year before, had my father pulled out in time, I would never have been born. Again, had I refused to be born as a living,crying child and instead been pulled out a stillborn, like the ones that shatter the spirits and wrench the hearts of parents around the world even as I speak, I would not have grown up to know the love of my parents, my sister and my friends. Ten years later, roughly in the month of December, had a good Samaritan not taken me to the hospital when he saw me lying concussed on the road in a fit, I would not be alive to realize how arrogant I had become and to understand that love is in helping someone in need. Had I been among the 13 who were killed in a freak shootout in my school, I would never have known the girl I was to fall in love for the first time and live to see the day when, on being dumped and rejected, I accepted to take my first puff of cigarette, thus beginning a life long dependence on the wretched being. Had I never smoked that cigarette, I would never have come to live among men who thought of women as objects which were made for the sole purpose of the fulfillment of their desire, and, immature as I was, become one of them    and lure an innocent soul into believing I loved her. Had I had the courage to go and tell the girl I was actually in love with how much I cared for her and how much I regretted my past and how much I wanted to be better, I  would probably not have had to see her in someone else's arm and crest-fallen start a multiple affair with Rum,Gin and Whisky. Had I not kept going back to my triad to fill my hollow cocoon with more emptiness, I would not have met the person who introduced me to a new world:- of dreams, possibilities and excitement, he said : of smuggled medicines, syringes and brown boiling liquid, it was. Had I not told my parents to leave me alone and my sister to not continuously bug me with her concern for me, which I wrongly interpreted as her interference into my life, I would probably have had my sister to cry along on all those lonely nights, when those whom i called friends disappeared like smoke does upon lingering awhile, or my mother to hug me and my father to hold me and tell me everything could be set right. Instead, I hugged the ghostly apparition of myself, tangible and tenacious, and listened to the walls whispering into my ear-'It's over '.Had the shopkeeper been, as the law in my country requires, responsible enough to ask of me a police permission instead of happily handing over a .32 Colt by accepting a few thousand rupees over the price, I would not have found myself in my room alone, at least a thousand kilometers from my family which was frantically searching for me thinking what mistake they had made, wondering whether i should shoot from the right or the left. Had i grown up, like most kids do, as either right handed or left handed, I would probably have shot myself then and there. Had I not been ambidextrous, I would not have had to taste the metal on the barrel as I thrust it into my mouth, sweating, swearing and shivering. Had I not been brave and stupid enough to pull that trigger thinking it was the only solution left, I would not have become this floating consciousness staring at my own body now gushing thick red blood like spring breaking through barren land." - he thought as he looked up unto the sky and said  - 
"I may have died but my regret lives on."
"It was not me that was to be killed. It was the regret."
Amen.

The legend of Dove

There once lived a lad,
for miles he was the strongest,
any town ever had.
His muscles were of course, huge
such that a lass
could gladly take refuge.
His face, like the moon
without it's spots, over which
the ladies would swoon.
Yet, his nature so mild,
his goodness would pour
out like savages in the wild.

Of course, he went on a quest,
one which has a king at behest,
 a dragon or another evil to slay
and a princess, which he may,
unless he looses his life,
marry and make her his wife.

And indeed did he ride,
across oceans that played with tide.
But in solitude, he must
think of the princess in lust.
For what else could keep him busy,
when everything around was so fizzy ?

As the ship hit the shore,
he fell on all his four,
for two was not enough:
and sniffing the enemy was tough.
Soon a smile took over his face,
looks like he's finally got a trace.

Oh! look the mighty dragon,
upon his cart and wagon.
I wonder where the fire is,
all i see is smoke and wheeze.
Into my ear he say's he has,
the worst of all, which is gas.

Our hero is ready for action,
Turning to the princess, he says
I'll be there in a fraction.

The clouds are now bursting,
the gods have come hurtling,
an epic, a battle ensues,
with swords and smokes and magic.
Curses and wands and all things tragic.
All I here is a wail -

The dragon is slayed,
but the hero still dismayed.
He lies on the ground crying,
At these the God's go flying
What comes of a hero who weeps
or a dreamer who sleeps ?

The princess comes hopping,
to kiss her hero, mints popping.
Aghast she gave a cry,
his lustrous and hairy scalp now a sordid fry.
"Oh what tragedy to loose one's hair,
to be alone without a lady, fair"

With wrenched heart, he says-
"That may be the end of my
hair problem but
there will be no end for you my love,
my lady, my DOVE "


...and so it is said that at this the hero plunged himself into an abyss and died while the princess never married and the God's, taking pity on her, blessed her with the hero's hair (taken back from either Hell or heaven, it is not very clear) and a magical potion that kept the hair fresh,strong,smooth and silky. That nectar is what Dove is made of.( If it could keep a dead man's hair so nice, imagine what wonders it could do to your hair ! ;) )
Find out more at:- https://www.facebook.com/dove/app_127320750626819

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So, has your mind lost you lately ?

As Vijay tossed around on his bed, waiting for the little sleep fairies to come and take him to dreamland, reading a rather voluminous book on mythology, he began wondering if the fairies were for real or they were just like the tooth fairies or Santa Claus which he had found a few years back to be a sham. It was a heart breaker for the poor kid. Vijay could never ever recall when he exactly fell asleep everyday. He could also not understand how or why he dreamed. That made the fairies seem even more real to him.

His mother turned towards him and said - 'Vijay, if you keep tossing and turning so much how can you sleep ? And if you don't fall asleep, how will your mind ever go for a walk ?'

'What walk maa?', Vijay cut in eagerly.

'You think that after working for you for an entire day the mind needs no rest. That is very selfish you know. The mind goes out to see the world and breathe some fresh air so it can work again tomorrow.', she said with authority.

'But maa, i thought the fairies took us away', he protested

'Arre beta, the fairies take you but without your mind. Why else do you think you can never remember what you dream? How can you remember something when you don't have your mind with you, silly boy', his mother said with a naughty smile.

Vijay was still confused but he was beginning to understand that he would not understand this dream business any soon. Maybe he had to grow up a little more?

'Now imagine you don't sleep and your mind goes away for a walk. Would you like that ? A mindless Vijay. Oh my god! That would be really tragic, don't you think so?', continued his mother.

Vijay was terrified now. Of course he would not want to be awake when his mind left him. That would be most embarrassing. And what if one fine day it never returned ? Nightmare. What would his class teacher say? His friends would tease him no end and the principle would probably send him away from school. After all, what sense does it make to teach someone whose mind is lost forever ?

'And what happens if it is lost ?', he inquired with concern.

'What?', said the mother irritated on being woken up. 'Have'nt you slept yet?'

'What will happen if my mind is lost somewhere and it cannot come back to me before I get up, maa. Say he goes over the bridge into that congested area where the Saturday haats are held. Or he goes beyond the tower and near the highways or if he is hit by a vehicle. What will heppen then maa', said Vijay, stretching his childish imagination in all possible directions.

'What mind ? What are you saying? Uff, badmaash its so late already. What are you saying?', said his mother half awake half in sleep.

'Maa....Maa', cried Vijay as he shook her trying to get her up.

'Hmm... yes yes whatever you say. Now let me sleep', said his mother, lost to sleep.

'What are you saying maa. I think you are - ' Vijay stopped and jumped into a sitting position on the bed and staring at his mom with burgeoning eyes he exclaimed - 'Maaaaa, you have lost your mind. I know now. Your mind has gone roaming. And you will now go to dreamland. Haha, maa you lost your mind. You're a mindless maa now.

No response. The initial moments of excitement had died out for Vijay and he was getting worried now. Now he was thinking what would happen if his mom's mind never came back. Who would cook his breakfast? Who would pack his tiff-in? Who would get him dressed?

He began wondering why he depended on his mother so much. He realized how helpless he was without his mother. He began to promise to himself that he would try and do more things on his own from now on. Then  he would probably not have to worry about his mom's mind getting lost.

It was getting too much for Vijay and as he juggled with these ideas, he felt as if something escaped him. He felt light and at ease. The bed melted into a giant pool of water with chocolates,strawberries and various colored toffees floating around. Far away he could see a mountain ,with something written on it - but upside down. It seemed English to him but he could not read it well.

.............

"Wake up beta, you will be late for school. And then you have to take the shortcut that is full of nasty dogs that chase young children', Vijay's mother said as she packed his lunch and put it inside his bag.

Stretching himself and yawning, Vijay looked up at the clock. It was getting really late. He got up and started brushing his teeth. As he looked at the mirror he started accounting for the events of the previous night. He was not sure whether it was a dream or not. Or more precisely, which was a dream and which was not.

Having brushed, Vijay collected his uniform and started dressing up on his own for the very first time. He had always been a drama queen, asking his mom to dress him up.

He struggled in front of the mirror as he tried to adjust everything perfectly.

His mother walked into the room to get him dressed. "Oh", she exclaimed, while hopping a small hop with both her palms coming together to form a clap and planting a kiss on his shoulder, added teasingly- "What's the matter beta, you are dressed up pretty smartly today."

"Oh, nothing much maa. Just a dream I had.", he replied, his mind wandering back into the night. The only thing he remembered clearly was telling himself that he would dress up on his own from now on. He could not remember why or how. But it was done now.

"Must have been a really good dream, then", she said with twinkling eyes.

"Hmm.. Okay maa, i am leaving now. Bye. Love you", saying so, Vijay sped down the stairs and into the road, not wanting to get any more late.

Sighing, his mother said to herself - "Congrats, this plan has succeeded it seems. Though serving an entirely different purpose."

"Nonetheless."

About a Different Kind of Love

Date:- 30th June 2009
Time:- Between 9 and 10 p.m


Sameer was seated on the comfortable red bean bag neatly placed upon the corner to the right of the entry to the room. As smoke swirled over him, seducing his frenzied mind with various evocative images, he could but manage half a smile.

On the bed lied Assad, a dark skinned muscular youth, heaving breathes out of his pouted lips. Sameer could not help notice the perfection of his body. Every part having only as much fat as one can live with. Every muscle well toned. His hairless chest with its two dark pointy nipples rising and ebbing calmly. The calm hid the energy, the passion and the animal like strength within it. His eyes slowly turned to his own arms and his hairy body. He ran his finger between the valley that his man-boobs had carved and over the hillock that was his ever expanding belly. 'Such a strange combination', he thought.

As he smoked his Benson & Hedges, his eyes followed the darkness around him- a shabby little room in the congested Zakir Hussain nagar of Okhla. One bed to the left of the entrance, currently occupied.One table covered with a black table cloth with a jute pen stand perched upon it, just opposite to the bed so that the gap between the two served as a passage for visitors. A table lamp on the far right corner, deservedly so as it had long finished its utility. It owed its existence, as many of us do, to sentiments alone. Just beside this lamp, Sameer was seated. Nothing more.

Exhausting his cigarette, Sameer slid in beside Assad. Assad always had a calming effect him. Within, his little self would leap and soak in ecstasy. Without, his normal tense self would float around with a new found buoyancy. He glanced at his watch - 9:45 already. He had to leave within an hour.

He let his round fingers roam freely on the huge playground that was Assad's bare back. His digits moved around covering every inch of the known territory. It was like playing the piano. Only more exciting. Slowly, his right hand made its way through the cavern of Assad's armpit into the hard muscles of his chest. It felt like a freshly mowed garden. Meanwhile his left hand had, own its own accord, gone on to caress Assad's silky black hair. As it sifted through the grasslands, he could feel the sweat, like dew drops, upon the palm of his hand. This hand finally rested upon the crease of Assad's forehead, its fingers dangling over the crescent eyes. Like a charmed snake, the forefinger of his right hand started making circles over Assad's pretty dark nipple. Spiraling in, he could feel the excitement akin to a child discovering a new plaything. It was not new to him, but it always felt new to him.

Assad was aroused by this action. Flinging Sameer's arm aside he cried - 'C'mon. Take a break.'

There's was not a God sent pair. Assad, a hefty Muslim, resident of Delhi from many generations, was an unskilled machine operator in a factory which produced Motors. He no longer spoke to his family. He had become an outcast 8 years back when he realized he was different. He could not let his family face it so he ran away. Now he lived in this tiny room in Okhla that he called home. Sameer, a second generation migrated into Delhi Punjabi was unlike other Punjabis a bit bulky. But the sweet smile more than made up for that. He was a student at Delhi University pursuing History. Assad was seven years elder to him. But he never felt that way. Indeed, he did not even think of Assad as different from him. Sameer, Assad, Assad, Sammer ... they were all the same. When he looked at Assad, he did not see Assad, but saw his own self reflected. Maybe that is called love.

But there's was a love scorned by society. There's was a love that was shared within the walls of the room, hidden, hideous like a monster. There's was a love that no one could understand, no one could feel and no one could accept. There's was a love shrouded with fear and insecurity. Yet, it was the love of a child. The playful engagements of two lovely,lonely souls. It was a love that melted the physical boundaries of the body and entwined the soul into a singularity. There love was beyond this world.

Assad was now up. He looked up at Sameer and felt a sense of gratitude towards God.

"You know what date it is, Sam? "
"Yeah. June the 30th. What's with that ?" replied sameer, who was busy trying to light another cigarette.
"2 more days, pyaare. 2 more days and we shall be out of this disgusting existence", Assad replied dreamily.
"You mean the verdict ?" Sameer was now cursing the lighter at the top of his voice-"Bloody sister - fucker, why won't you light, you slut !"
"Yes. The verdict. Imagine, two days and we can then walk hand in hand in the streets of Delhi. Two days and we can live like Normal beings. A normal Life, do you understand that Sameer ?", asked Assad.
"Oh Fuck I do. Yes! see the bitch is alight now", sameer replied indifferently.
"A life where we need not hide, need not fear, need not face the world with bowed heads. Hell! I might even get a better job, what do you think ?", Assad rose to wear his T-shirt. "Are you even listening, Asshole ?", he added.
"No don't that", sameer said sharply.
"Don't do what", demanded Assad with his hands on his hips.
"Don't wear that T-shirt. I prefer you otherwise. You are such a beauty. Why hide it?", retorted Sameer.
"Okay, baba, whatever you say", and added "Say Sammy boy, when the verdict comes, we will have a party. We'll go to the best Discotheque in Delhi and if they stop us we'll tell them to go fuck themselves. We'll have the time of our life man. I can't even wait for it."
"Well, you've got to, you know. Can you think of the number of people who are working their ass off so that this thing is not passed ? And its a court, remember. And in India. We might as well become old and still be waiting for the party to begin", Sameer replied haughtily.
"You're very negative man. Think well. Always", Assad replied, as he took the cigarette from Sameer's nicotine stained fingers. He rarely smoked. Today was one such occasion.
"How about a quickie Old boy", said sameer, always ready for action.
"No Fatso. I need to get up early tomorrow. And you better be leaving. Its 10:30 and you won't get the bus.", replied Assad, adding- "Besides I also need to sleep now."

Sameer looked towards the door and sighed. The long journey home. The constant questioning of his family members. The beating and insults of his father. The tears of his mother wiped by her 'dupatta'. The ridicule of his neighbors and the silence of everyone around him. It was the kind of treatment that AIDS patient in India got a few years back ( and even do). "I donot have a fucking disease.", he often thought, but feared to speak aloud.

Sameer got up and looked around. "Fuck my fate", he said, as Assad started guffawing, "Who would fuck a fucked up filthy mess ?", he said as he punched Sameer on his tummy. Sameer had a grin on his face. He hugged Assad and turned to leave.

"Be careful and take care" were the last words of Assad as he closed the door and the sound of closing of latches reached Sameer's ear. Sameer started climbing down the stairs, counting 161 of them as he reached the narrow lanes of Zakir hussain Nagar.

Though he was skeptic, his mind was full of activity. Full of thoughts about the verdict and what it would mean for him and Assad. Of how it would give them a place in the world and an identity to put a finger on. Of how it would give them confidence and bring others like them together to form a community. Of how it would make them human and --

"There is the mother fucking eunuch", came a splitting voice "Saala Naamard filth dirt vermin come here to defile our homes. Look at him fellows, he not even human - a disease a rot don't go too near him lest he latch on to you and castrate you." It was a voice full of hatred and also stank of country liquor. There were about 5 other with him, all eating out of his hand. Sameer was used to all this nuisance.

"This mother fucker will now live with us and eat with us with his head held high. Seeing us in our bloody eyes", he said "Thoo", he spat at Sameer. "With what the world has come to, it is for us to rid our society of this offshoot, this disgusting excuse of a human.", he said frothing with anger as he took a step towards Sameer. The six of them were now blocking Sameer's path so that he was forced to listen to all this.

Assad was listening to evrything from his room. He too was used to it. But somehow it did not feel very right today. He hesitated first and then opened the door and shouted to Sameer - "Hey! Should I come ?"

"No. It's all right. These illegitimate sons of bitches can do me nothing", shot Sameer at the top of his voice.

The drunkard charged at him and with a swift blow, while Sameer was looking towards Assad, drove a clutch knife between his ribs while he spat at his face and the rest packed punches and kicked him as hard as  they could. Hearing Sameer's shriek, Assad rushed down the stairs and hearing him approach, the hooligans fled the scene.

"Fuckers. I won't leave them alive", Assad shouted at the top of his voice, his eyes bloodshed and his arms shaking violently with anger. But he took Sameer into his arms with a caress and evaluated the injury. He needed a hospital. Or the blood loss could be fatal. Assad was hoping that the knife had not punctured Sameer's lungs, as he pulled him over to the pavement and asking Sameer to stay awhile, ran to get an auto.

Sameer was lying with a blank stare at the sky. There was no star. No hope. Just darkness. Only a while back he was so hopeful and gay. And now he lay distraught and stabbed. This was the reality. This was his and Assad's and many more like him's reality. Thinking, he closed his now heavy eyes and passed away.

Assad was besides Sameer as they put him on a stretcher and took him to a room. Questions then ensued-
"How did he get hurt ?"
"He was stabbed."
"Have you reported to the Police station ?"
"No....Yes....they know about it.", he lied.
"What was he doing so late out?"
"Just visiting"
"What is he to you ?"
He stopped at that. He had never thought of this. There was no answer to it. "What is he to me?", "What is he to me?", Assad kept asking himself. "What is he?", "There is no he. He is me and I am him. His pain is mine and so is his smile. How could he explain it to the Nurse filling an innocuous looking form. "

As Assad turned to the blood stained stretcher where Sameer lay, a new emotion surged within him - Love and anger and pride and hope in never found proportions. He looked the nurse in the eye and said - "He is my lover. And I, his. That is what we are to each other."

Out of shame or disgust or pity, the nurse looked down on the form and quickly added- "Okay, let's put that down as friend, alright ?"

"Yeah. He's a friend too. But i love him. Please save him Nurse", said Assad, now more confident than ever before. He had nothing to fear. In a society where rapists and murderers and child-molesters and wife- beaters could live with dignity and without a guilt, why could not a lover do so? His sin was so trivial -  he saw no boundary in love. A glow came upon his face and pressing Sameers wrist, he said - "We will make it, Dost." And as if to agree, Sameer made a slight motion with his forefinger scratching the thick palm of Assad.

Date:- 2nd July 2009
Time:- 9 am in the morning


Assad brought a beautiful bouquet for Sameer. He was not the romantic sort but today he was happy. Today he could kiss even his enemy.

He went into ward No.212 where Sameer was kept. He had recovered quite rapidly in the past two days. Assad could not see him often as his family members had come on hearing the news. They thought he got into a fight. Assad knew that Sameer would not say otherwise. He was too wise for that.

The sunlight was dancing gayly upon his face and Sameer looked beautiful with his charming smile. Looking at the bouquet, Sameer started laughing - "What's that ? 2 days and you already found some else to cozy up to ?"

"No fool. It's for you. And I would not be with anyone other than you, Fatso", Assad said and added "Listen I have a good news for you. Do you remember the date ?"

Sameer thought for awhile and looked up to Assad in disbelief. His face flushed with excitement and he sprang up like a wily leopard, grabbing Assad by his shoulder, he said with guarded joy, "Is it then ?
We now legally exist ?"

"Yes, my love. We now exist. The high court has passed the verdict in our favor !", Assad replied.

They stood there, arms on each other's shoulder. Feeling the moment. How does it feel to know that you are something ? How does it feel to know that you exist ? How does it feel to know that YOU ARE HUMAN ?

 I will never know as well as Sameer and Assad found out at that moment. I will never know how it feels to be born again and remember every second that passes. I will never know how it feels to be in such love !

                                          They are all the same, the tame and the maim
                                          From one they come, to one they go
                                          Yet they hate each other so.
                                          The merging colors of a rainbow,
                                          Bury this hate, and love do sow !


This is my first attempt at a meaningful short story. It also clearly presents my stand on the LGBT issue. Compassion is what we live for, i believe. Nothing less.


Please do let me know if you hate it or like it. 
Cheers! :)

Curse of a Porn Star

I read somewhere that our behavior is controlled in a huge way by our genes. They are simply eager to 'mate'- to impregnate and spread their mutation into the next generation. That's what comes to be known as the 'sex urge' or 'the drive'. The hormones run havoc and we become slaves of our senses.

Apparently, had we not evolved into this complex thinking machine, our sole goal would have been to make sure we produced as many babies as possible. (Bulk production)

That made me think about our Macho Porn star. Imagine going through the process of sex as a career - sounds very lucrative for a while, but in the long
run Naaah !

That's what it is. One thing that is supposed to be an act of pleasure becomes harangued with paychecks, performance, audience, deadlines and critics ? Not to say a boss and the video camera guy. And yes, the overall assumption that "Oh ! Porn star ? Must be hell of a life buddy !"
Hell, indeed it is.

Yes, and that's what they make. (male Porn stars). 200 $/scene - around 1 to 2 days of shooting, multiple ejaculations, painful extended erections and God knows how many mg's of Viagra - not to mention pounding headaches and flushed faces (courtesy, viagra). And yes, in case you mess up(as in timing !) the all-so-important Cumshot, you pop a pill and everyone on the set gets a 1 hour rest before your batteries are up again.
Hell, some people even die because of 'Over Inspiration' :-

Et tu, Viagra ? (An example of death due to Viagra)

All in all, i rest my point - Being a male pornstar is a 'high risk career option'. On the outset it may seem lucrative but like any other Good-looking book, it does not make a good read on the inside !
And just in case you think that it's an easy way of becoming a celebrity (minus the theatrical skills), all stardom and all eyes are reserved on the fairer sex !
So the next time you go about seeing a Porn, spare a thought for the poor performer.
Adios !

इनके लिए तो हम बस खेल हैं

कल का दफ़्न सूरज

आज शर्मीली आँखो से

ओस भरी मैदान की तलाश मे

अपने किर्णो को बिखेर रहा है |

धूल से लदी यह फ़िज़ा,

कभी खाँसते तो कभी चीखते हुए,

इधर उधर गलियों मे भटक रही है,

कि कोई आवारा मित्र मिल जाए |

एक हमारा मित्र,

मस्ती मे मग्न

सपनो के संसार मे डूबा,

क्षण भर का इतिहास रचे जा रहा है |

की कुछ नर्म, कुछ सख़्त,

गालो को गुदगुदते हुए,

उसके कानो पे फुसफुरते हुए बोल पड़ा -

"शुरू हो गया है | अब चलते हैं | "

आँख मूंदकर देखा तो,

न भय दिखा न क्रोध,

होंठो पर खिलती ही मुस्कान,

और आँखो पर दुख की निशान |

नींद से ग्रस्त टांगे,

अभी रेंगने को तैयार न थे,

कसकर अपने कंधो पर,

लादकर चल पड़े वो थे |

"अच्छा अब तो बताओ,

क्या वही पुराना खेल है ?

हफ्ते भर की क़ैद,

और फिर लाशों का ढेर है ?"

"हाँ, इंसान मे बसा

हैवान का दहाड़ है |

जलते हुए सपनो

की चींखती हुई पहाड़ है |"

"अब मे समझा -

वो मुझसे हैं, जो अपनाते हैं

कट्पुतलियों को, मगर

फिर खेलकर, उन्हे दफनाते हैं |"

"बनाया था उसने,

की रहे जहाँ दो दिलो की मेल है,

सही कह रहा है तू -

इनके लिए तो हम बस खेल हैं | "

यह पोस्ट इस प्रतियोगिता के लिए है -  A picture can say a thousand words..  WriteUpCafe.com

Of Fallen Petals

A new flower is born-
still and smiling.
It's innate innocence, reaching
out in radiance ravishing.
A dreamy look hovers
upon its dew filled eyes,
whose fleeting glances
thank the lord for her chances.


Here come the bees,
the buzz and the dances-
whispering to her keen ear- 
of things they love,and things they fear.
She longs to know-
"Where cometh the light ?"
So gladly she trades, her nectar for flight.
Slowly they suck, and leave her deprived.


The wind howls havoc,
encircling her, his traitorous lips do part-
"Come with me princess, I'll take you afar
Beyond brooks and boundaries that mar-
Be not so still, listless without a song,
Come with me, now come along"
"Let me go", she pleads to the plant-
though the wind tugs along, she can't.

All done, the little flower droops
sapped of nectar, sapped of food.
The sun above, doing no good.
Seething, the wind strikes back,
turning her frock, her coat, all black.
And as the dust seeps into her
one final act, her soul does stir-
unto the sky, a prayer unfurls !


And when the heavens ,
in answer, open.
From slumber, her smile is woken.
Laden with hope, goodwill and rain,
taking away tear,fear and pain.
She rises afresh, 
a life to be lived
and a dream to be dreamed !


Yet, in as swift a manner, as
hope seeped into her, 
something swooped, giggled
and effortlessly plucked her.
"I am now free,
Oh! where have you been ?"
Only for those pretty hands to chuck
her to the floor, Alas! How mean ? 

What are we ?

What are we,
but the insignificant sigh
of an ailing mother
who sees her son die!

What are we,
but the invisible puff
of smoke that lingers, then spreads
not strong, not rough!

What are we,
but the last clinging leaves of autumn
waiting, yet fearing
the fall to the bottom!

What are we,
but moving mass
and twitching muscles,
the gliding dew drop on blades of grass!